Part II: He’s Under House Arrest, and I’m the Warden

I never expected to find myself in law enforcement

Susan McCorkindale
4 min readSep 10, 2023


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When I arrive in Virginia, it’s freezing. It doesn’t matter what I put on, I can’t get warm. Rob and I have lived in Florida a little more than a year, and somehow I’ve already managed to forget how warm April in Virginia isn’t. I’ve packed utterly and completely incorrectly. Linen pants, shorts, open-toed flats, a few tee shirts and one pair of jeans which I live in and complement with a sweater I stole from my son.

Hey, if you don’t want your mom taking your things, don’t do stupid stuff. At least that’s my feeling.

I have a lot of feelings.

Anger, for one.

Anger at my son for getting himself into this situation. At God for my kid’s lifetime of abject loneliness that led to this situation. At the first attorney I hired for not doing more to get him a bond hearing in under two weeks. At myself for hoping against hope that my son would do well living on his own so that I could get on with the rest of my life.

Fear, for another.

Fear that my son will go to prison. Fear that I’ll go broke trying to keep him out of prison. Ten thousand to the first attorney. One…